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i'm at a crossroads with my page rn
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the thing is, i wanted my site to be PG-13 from the start. i didn't want to mention stuff about roblox porn games and pedophiles roaming roblox and the porn developer being invited to roblox' events or anything
but with how bad these issues have gotten, plus my natural instinct being to rant about these things... where can i even put these rants? i hate twitter, i hate tumblr, i worry about being restricted. i don't want to make my site strictly 18+, but i don't want to leave out these rants either. like obviously i'd not do it often, but i still need to rant and make even just one blog post about roblox's clear sex problems.
so what can i do? i have a warning set up on my neocities page right now. i tried to explain as clearly as possible that i might talk about pedophiles and roblox's sexual content crisis, but i can't help but feel it's not good enough. like i need to clearly do more for this stuff.
and on top of that i worry so much about platform bans. spacehey has strict moderation -- will i get banned for mirroring that kind of discussion and content? neocities has a 18+ toggle if you show pornography -- what if the rules have changed since then and i get my site completely striken down for talking about roblox having porn games hidden in the surface? what if i have to strictly be an 18+ page, even though i also want to focus on PG-13 stuff that has zero mention of sexual themes at all?
fuuuck i don't know what to do. i'm so anxious, because handling this wrong is obviously very bad, but some people on the internet tend to have no remorse or no real think ahead. bad content is bad content, right? you have to get rid of it and stop it at all costs, but accidents happen. and i don't want to have to be handholded through ideas, but i don't want to fuck up royally either
internet archive was generous enough to save my original minecraft clients rant from april 2023. that's very cool but i wish i had the june 2023 one still
i restored some stuff from my old github commit archive of my site and put it in my archives tonight for all of neocities to see. i made some minor changes to make everything work with relative paths (in case i need to move stuff around again) and also to remove some dead stuff. i know 100% i didn't get it all.
i'm going to bed now. hopefully didn't fuck up on a masterful level doing this. i'm going to miss the fact i had some old builds i could have uploaded.
I think the feburary 2022 build might be the /kore/ one in archives, actually
congratulations bad end theatre for making it to consoles!
and thank you wintr for reverse adding me to your website, that was absolutely not necessary, even though i don't have a god damn fucking button yet they put somebody else's page in place of mine by accident
i've been fussing with css for like an hour now. i had to ask chatgpt to help me create a tag filter button on this very page and i really did not want to rely on ai. i just couldn't think of any possible crackhead idea. i cannot make a button to hide sensitive content oh well i'll keep using the double read more solution for now! fuck css
nooooo you almost solved the gap between fabric and neoforge! you almost solved it! all you had to do is make a viafabricplus alternative for forge that includes plus's client fixes NOOOOOOOOOOOO
roblox needs to get all those thumbs out of their ass
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you cannot be oblivious enough to ban then unban a porn game developer, allow them time to transfer their shit to another account, AND INVITE THEM TO YOUR EVENT. is the development team full of people with brain disorders?
like you cannot willingly tell me this event will be generational without lying to my fucking face??? like no, it's gonna be shit? roblox is day by day proving i don't want to stay on it's dysfunctional platform any longer???
i cannot stop thinking about a startup roblox group tried to approach me to produce for their game in summer 2023, it was a roblox backrooms thing and i think they didnt even have game prototypes yet! i made some demos, they ghosted me, and i can only assume they went defunct because i cannot find any trace of their game anywhere
following up on when i posted i was anxious about using other people's fursonas and furry art as an icon -- i'm noticing a pattern of "go ahead but only my characters! please do not use a comm that's kinda disrespectful" and i still want to be safe, but my gut is basically slowly getting confirmed, i guess? still worried to do it all willy nilly, i'm always going to check in and hunt an artist's twitter page to get answers on that
and still fuck pinterest. i can't tell what's commissions, what's okay art and what's outright a disallowed reupload
considering minecraft starting to release a bunch of updates around ~1.20 era was the 9/11 of Minecraft Optimizing Mods, and 1.21.5 didn't have all it's updated optimization yet... i have so many low hopes for 1.21.6. please stop mojang. stop i can't keep up YOU'RE WINNING TOO MUCH
trying to repair old friendships i made shit mistakes on... i feel like such a fool. i've dropped people for the pettiest reasons, sometimes in the influence of others i was around. i dropped a dude because somebody was gen appalled on some guy's take and instead of kindly and very clearly explain why people feel a certain way, i blocked the dude. it was a sensitive topic too so i know quite a few people would have been on my friend's side, not his. fuuuck...
but i do also know that on the other side of the spectrum, i will probably try and make amends and somehow get frustrated by something else or something. i hate friendships so much they're so hard PLEASE PUT ME ON AUTOPILOT. i don't want to worry about offensive content anymore just let me yap about my music pleasee
so hesitant to use other people's furry art as my profile icon a lot of the times because i don't want to cross an artist's boundaries but i also have no idea if they would care about me using their fanart or anything as a profile picture. i blame pinterest for making it so unclear
i do know that some people who make games like nami are so cool abt it because it's a game character and even some fursona owners dont mind as long as u avoid commissions (which i get -- a commissioner would flip their shit if u dont ask) but i don't want to have to overstep the boundary in the first place because i might be hard to reach or sumn
and pinterest people start crediting art more often. y'all make these issues 10x worse
Razer's terrible software opens ten instances and uses like, half of my CPU for no reason. I switch to a very cheap Steelseries mouse and the software uses almost nothing Idle. How do you get beaten by Steelseries?
It impresses me how many Minecraft servers claim to be one thing, then end up having crate keys, quests and McMMO... The first and last especially are a recipe for hate.
ROBLOX strike begins again. This is getting ridiculous.
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I unfortunately cannot sugarcoat it anymore. ROBLOX is becoming a sex ring. "Moderated" is a very light term, because despite the fact I hear almost nothing about the worst of the worst, I still have to hear about how condos are still up, people are having "studio sessions", I have to see day by day avatars of people who very clearly have no pants on, people with display names that are very clearly sexual, and as I attempt to report these things, nothing happens.
This is all getting super ridiculous. So it seems that in the meantime, we have to... well... Quit again.
i just remembered when i said at some point around december 2024 or early 2025 (probably janurary or feburary if i had to be real) that i wanted to make one of my new year goals to be to work on my friendships and make old remedies.
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the first person i did that with, i dropped. and since then i've done some risky shit and tried to talk to people i shouldn't have, but i'm way better than i was when i knew some really bad people around 2022-2024!
i'm making progress, i think... this is such a silly goal, trying to make amends with people. even if all i can do is just say "hi my apologies for being unnecessarily rude to you". gosh...
oh yeah! if there's ever a tw, it'll be just before you click that read more button next time!
I used to do a whole bunch of demo posting stuff, but I got super lazy at one point because of how hard it was... But now, I'm ready to give it another shot!
As celebration for having this little tumblr thing up and running, here's a little demo I wanted to share!
All I need to do is find a snippet of code that makes a nice looking audio player, rather than just the browser's default...
By the way! If you want to see some more, older work, click here to view it on my old site draft!
yesterday was such a crazy time to be... literally did two listening parties over a friend group vc. wish i found this template soon enough to post about it though
Well, fuck... I finally got this new little bit set up. Glad to clean up my home page just a little bit! Plus, I get to have a mini Tumblr in my own lawn! :D
I'm so happy Nami set up her blog as a template!!! I wanted a cleaner implimentation for my status!
